what it's like..

being bi-polar isn't something that can be explained...the highs are too highand the lows are crippling. your brain runs on energy you never knew you had while your emotions are almost always on empty. The people you "love" don't actually exist. A lot of the love you think you have is just a figment of your imagination, that you hold onto because you are so afraid of change. You find someone who loves you even when you are a basket case and they love you more than you deserve so you hold onto them. You keep them wanting you even when they deserve better because you don't know how to survive without them.. You don't really love anyone except your personalities... the people you pretend to be so that you can get through the day. Whether it's the happy go lucky guest service agent at a hotel that would do anything to make other people happy or a terrible girlfriend who has cheated and broken promise after promise and faked confessions and apologizies. There is nothing you can do but pretend you are okay...Life is different for those who are different psychologically and I wish I could change my brain...My brain doesn't work like yours...and it never will. 

You ought to spend a little more time trying to make something of yourself

and a little less time trying to impress people.

Love is a behavior; not a feeling it's the way somebody treats you everyday, 

all day not just when their life is going well. 

 Here we are, in the best years of our lives, with no way of knowing when the wheel 

will stop spinning cause we don't know where we're going. And here we are, on the best day of our lives, 

and it's a go, let's make it last. So cheers you all to that, cause this moment's never coming back

 The truth does not change according to our ability to stomach it

 An undefined problem has an infinite number of solutions.

Saying what we think gives us a wider conversational range than saying what we know.

Don't attach yourself to anyone who shows you the least bit of attention because you're lonely.

Loneliness is the human condition. No one is ever going to fill that space.

The best thing you can do is know yourself... know what you want.

Our problem is that we hate change, but love it at the same time.

What we really want is for everything to stay the same, but get better.